So many questions.

Okay, so ... i'm a little dissapointed after the events of today. But... idk. there's two ways of looking at this. I'll explain:

The Spring Dance is in a few days (today's Tuesday and the dance is Friday) and me n all my friends are going. At the winter dance, i didn't have a date :( mainly cuz i didn't like anybody at the time.. anyways, not the point. So I've made sure to talk about the dance with my friends when i'm around Joe, so that maybe he *overhears* and learns that I'm going... the thing is though, i dont even know if he's going. =T AND it seems like he wants to talk to me but idk if i'm like just being delirious. Like he'll kinda swerve my way in the hallway but then kinda duck away. Or get really close to me when I'm talking to friends or something but then just like pause and then walk away, u kno? Or I could just be imagining all this. Idk. So I get the feeling he wants to ask me something. Could it be about the dance? Hm. idk. But then, today, in Spanish I was sent out to the hallway for not having my flash cards. So i'm out there, and she just told me to study. And then all of a sudden, 4 guys come crashing out of the room and Ms. Mazurco is yelling at them and saying that we all need to copy down our vocab. I look up at the guys, and It's Scott, Darion, Jake "Snake", and Joe! So I'm kinda excited. But nervous. And all the guys sit at the opposite side of the hall from me and i'm sitting right across from Joe. Cool, huh? Except that I'm wearing this really low-cut shirt today. With a sweatshirt that wont zip. So the whole time I'm like trying to fidget with my jacket, trying to cover up any cleavage that might be showing. And then, i hear Snake say "Hey, Joe, do you like cleavage?" and so i look up... Only neither of them are looking at me (Thank God!) and i thought it was kinda weird... only then Joe glances up at me for a split second and then he says "Uh.. yeah i guess." And then he and jake start whispering... Weird? I know. But that whole time, I never got to say one word to Joe! Mainly cuz i was too shy and cuz i was workin my ass off to get that vocab done.

So, I guess you can see how my day's dissapointing... err.. at least i think you can guess. Anyways, today left me with a lot of unanswered questions:

Is Joe going to the dance?
Does he actually want to ask me something?
Was he and Jake whispering about my cleavage??
Am I being like totally delusional?
Should I even like Joe anymore?
What the hell is going on?

I'll try to get the answers to these questions.
Except the one about the cleavage... I think it best to just leave that one alone. :D
Anyways, in other news
I dyed my hair purple
I'm almost done with my blue puppy in sewing (a day or two more should do it!)
This 7th grade bitch who talks shit about my friends was walking towards me and christina and then said "Move out of the way" and tried to sandwich herself in between christina and me but instead of moving, i shoved her with my shoulder and she stumbled and it was funny
Only 3 weeks of school left after the Dance
I'm wearing a long-sleeve pink tee, a white skirt that goes about 4 inches above my knee and some 2-inch black high-heels
I've been sick with a cold
And.... I guess that's it.
Well, till next time, cya!