Surprise

I learned something interesting today. You've probably heard me mention my friend Ian... I used to like him but we're just cool now. Anyways... I always looked at him as total un-boyfriend material (no I dont like him again) but... I found out today that uh... not only has he like takin alcohol shots off of people (body shots) but also.... uh he's not a virgin... . I'm not really sure what to make of this...
I mean I do still think he is my friend. It would take a LOT more than this to ruin that... but idk... its like the little innocent part of him I thought I knew is gone and... its replaced by a sorta ........... mysterious part of him... I want to learn more... You know, who where when and all that. But he duznt seem to wanna talk about it... like he's a shamed of it.. and that just makes me wanna kno more!
It's odd... I can't really explain it... But idk..
Its like I have a new-found interest in him.
I don't like him... I just want to know more about him! I realize we never really talked about his past. Mine, sure. But not his...
Oh! On the lighter side of things, I got an mp3 player today... Okay, well actually I got it Xmas '07 but I couldn't find it till today. I put a little more than a hundred songs on it today (there will be more!) and ugh! I LOVE IT TO DEATH! literally, cannot stop listening to it!
Oooh, you should check out the song Forever by Papa Roach.. its really good...
Anyways,... no real news with Joe... :(
except he made the cutest face today! Literally I wanted to like take a picture of it and just stare at it for hours! He looked like a happy little kid! He had this cute little grin and his eyes were so shiny and he was so attentive and ugh! I loved it!
But I felt so bad for him when he was presenting in Spanish.
His 4-man group was presenting their Spanish Dialogue and they messed up so badly! There was like a section of just silence where nobody could remember who was supposed to say what next.
Joe was trying to get it back on track but... it didnt work that well. The kids were laughing and I felt like crying! I was embarrassed FOR him!
And then when me n Michelle presented.. I did very well.. but michelle... oh idk. She didn't get a lot of time to study and I don't think she's that good at remembering stuff... I mean, I started studying it at lunch and learned it by the middle of lunch.. I'm just good with stuff like that. But I know we got a good grade!
Oh, well I'm tired. got to get up at 5 30.
till next time, cya!