Giving up

OKay... sooo.. i'm feeling very down right now.
The dance went horribly.
Joe wasn't even there! So much for "wanting to talk to me"
God i'm so stupid for ever thinking he coulda liked me.
At the dance, all the prep guys were dressed as Greasers. It was cool
One of em, a douche named Antonio asked me to dance.
Sure he's cute but he's a total douche. I said yes anyways though cuz i didn't want to seem like a bitch.
Me, Catie, Christina, Michelle, Kate, Garrett, Mauricio, and a few other kids went to Dairy Queen after the dance. Then I hung at Caties for like an hour and left my phone at her house. :(
Haven't gotten it back yet.
i dyed my hair black today.
And there's only 3 weeks left of school. I can't believe I'll be finished with Middle school in 3 weeks... its weird.
I guess I give up on Joe. Officially give up.
Although this kid, alex mcdougall, *friends with joe* asked christina to draw a pic of him, then a pic of chad and a pic of Kolin then one of them all together.
But christina duznt want to draw it.
So she asked me to.
So I think i will and idk... maybe Joe will see them.. :T
Idk.
im confused.
well, till next time, cya.